How can I conclude this yr? It is short? Too fast? Just because I don't want to grow up? Maybe.. for all the questions.. Too many happenings had really make me grow.. I cant stay being who I was forever..

I'm blessed with a great family and also a bunch of friends who had actually drived me crazy? lol.. all of you had painted the white wall of mine.. it is colourful now =) friends may come and go but memories stay forever.. How blessed I am!! here are a few ppl i wanna talk about..

Steve
Seriously thanks alot for being there 24/7.. You are a great blessing to me.. I can't imagine how my life will be if I've not known you.. Through thicks and thins you are always there.. you are my greatest gift from God.. =) I'm sorry for all the troubles and wrong doings of mine.. Thanks for all your sacrifices..

Sam @ S@mSt3r
It is really nice bullying you.. haha.. thanks for spending(wasting) your time yesterday.. sorry for everything.. your sit ok huh?? btw rmb to do every single thing I've given you.. hehe.. bullying again.. i'll rmb hw i chat wit you and peggy at the same time.. thanks to technology.. comp + phone.. ended up studying super slow.. fuhh still pass!! plus had fun..

Stephanie @ yang yang @ my deskmate 2009 @ my wife
Thanks is all i can say.. It is really fun bullying you when I'm too tens.. I've bitten you once when I cant stand it anymore.. (you are salty) haha.. one thing I can say about us is we can communicate without words!!! awesome yea? I know what and who you are thinking about!! so jaga jaga..

Shiao @ bestie since IDK but frens since standard 1
I wont thank you cause you've forgotten bout me!!! the only 1 in your mind now is ballball!! sob ah!! haha jk jk.. thanks for your companion.. you are a great friend of mine.. so let me make ballball my pillow k? hahaha

Meng @ son
Haha tot I've forgotten bout you?? I won't 1 la k?? you are still my son.. no matter what.. fightings make us closer so lets fight more.. haha.. I'm tired of fighting neway.. If feel like fighting, hmm you can find my dogs.. or the prezie i gave you(on the way still yea.. wit jun now) lol.. still waiting for that word?? yea i rmb.. THANKS son.. you sacrificed alot also.. son has grown up!!! woot woot!!!

Wen Jun @ Jundi @ EdWaRd TeRrY
Who ah told me he lives near Shatin Park??? see see lives in the opposite taman wor.. let you kek sei me.. to go to your house actually only takes 10mins but this very 1st time has taken more than 30mins.. lol.. You looked so sleepy with your long fringe.. Now is much more better after that hair cut.. Thanks for taking all my books away from me.. hehe.. summo need to help me deliver a few things.. Sorry err.. What to do my super di ma hor?? hehe.. Wei bangga with that name not?? Need more promotion still.. Will promote you to my camp friends(guys only).. No girls for didi!!! muahahahahahaha Thanks alot didi for making me happy wen I'm sad.. I want to see the dance again..

Grace @ Chicken poop
Lol.. gt read my blog de not? I guess you are too busy.. Thanks for being my patient.. You are my loyal patient ever since i become a 'psychologist'.. haha.. wit all my theories and craps I hope it will help you..

Peggy @ Pegster
My another victim.. Lol.. Chat with you until 2 in the morning.. walau.. we are really keng!!! You make my dec great.. thanks.. love the muffin clip.. hehe it is on my hippo's ear.. pity him huh? hehe (pegster is nottier d)

Hannah @ dar dar
Love ya dar.. Love your daughter also.. Hope to see her again.. Had a great time working wit you as a team..

Annabelle @ Nana
Ehem ehem.. nana gt too many new darlings d.. still you did spend time wit me.. miss you always.. thanks for your opinion..

Simone
I dont tink i spent more den 2 hours wit you.. dun disappear summo lor.. still you'll appear wen i needed some1 to talk to.. thanks sim

Danielle @ babysis
You're my sis my student my erm?? i dunno.. haha.. hamster? Because of you my maths is still in my head.. lol.. I cant really spend much time wit you.. I'm so sorry.. hope you can go on your own.. I'm sure you can do it!! Because you are my sis!! Thanks for being such a wonderful sis and ur lil angel.. love it  All the best sis!!!

Lai May@ Chister (Cheezels)
You sacrificed your credit for me.. I was so touched.. You still rmb me even you were in camp.. Hugs.. Wanted to give you a prezzie bt you didnt turn up.. hope can see you before we seperate.. Thanks may..

That's all for now.. Love you all very much.. I wont be blogging until I'm back from NS.. Will be leaving on 2nd Jan 2010.. Back during cny.. so hmm can we come out and yam cha? if Im not having a party this year..

HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR!!!
TAKE CARE & GOD BLESS!!!

 22nd Dec 2009
Woke up kinda early but went back to bed a second later.. lol.. at 8 really need to wakie d if nt i'll be late.. fuhh.. reached on time =) was folding the papers in the car since i cant finish it last nite.. soo happy to see all of you..

Peggy and me

first desstination was the salvation army boys' home in tambun then followed by hannah's home(not hannah foo's home neway) and lastly to salvation army along jalan kampar 1.. sob no 1 was listening to me during games.. the game is more suitable for grown ups i guess.. lastly have to change also.. musical chair!!(Aunty Judy's idea) I really need to study bout kids more.. always planning de wrong ting for the wrong grp of ppl.. while they were playing de toothpick game i need help to count the number of papers required for lucky draw.. so sorry dav.. you were sitting thr so i just called you.. due to time constraint we hav to cancel the luck draw.. sorry again but really thanks alot..
The kids in Hannah's home are so cute.. they are younger.. around 2 or 3 years old were thr too.. they can really sing well!! =)) next stop is MCD.. all of a sudden thr's a long que(obviously we were the ones) just like the red ants because we were wearing red.. spent around 90 mins thr..
Soon is our last place to visit.. once we entered the hall hannah and i were impressed by the big tv in the hall.. it is as tall as me! I know im short bt it is still big.. wau.. when we were singing the last song, i was walking bhind lai may up to the stage.. i dont know wat she was doin.. all i can see is the book slip down the wall and went down nicely and gracefully.. haha.. thr's a gap between the wall and the stage..da only the book can gt tru and not our fingers.. had tea before we left.. dav u gave me a shock of my life..
Back to MYC loo.. the situation in van was like some of them were drunk.. most of us were tired.. it is still the end of the day for some of us.. a grp of us went to jj.. 1st i was in jj den they r goin to takei.. lai may phoned me and i was kinda lost.. i dont know whr is the bus stop.. lol.. den dav fetch us to zone x.. nw wit a different name.. we cant find the shop.. round and round and round.. until sam came out only we noe whr it is.. 1st time playing COD 2nd time seeing it actually.. gosh stop killing me la you all.. sob.. 3 of you killing me nonstop.. more den 100 times.. grrr.. at 7 hav to go bac to jj d since mum called..
lepak another hour thr.. dad was still in office.. tik tok tik tok.. bla bla bla.. went for dinner wit aunt and uncle.. finally reached home at 10!!!

Me and Jojo (on the way to jj)

Waking quite early bcos i slept late even i was very tired after camp.. heart ache..

Begin my day wit a cup of milk.. just like a baby =) den go to MYEG for undang test.. not mine but shiao's.. i went on 17 Dec and haha not bad i passed also.. 48/50.. was expecting 50.. lol.. jkjk.. pass can d

Shiao see hu is de smart ars nw.. 1st comp and yet can gt 44/50.. ehem ehem.. lol congrats dear..

since we were only 5 mins late.. so we cant attend the car lecture.. den i decided to ask my uncle to send us to jj.. we are really vv early.. all the doors are still close.. den 2 siao ppl starting ss-ing outside jj.. taking photos laughing and drawing.. lol

9.30 we went in.. all are still closed cos the workers are arranging de product stuff still.. jalan jalan.. wanted to watch movie.. bt new moon is 5.30.. im nt goin to stay until dat time.. shiao wanted to watch princess and de frog but i watched jor.. sry ya..

went for breakfast.. a piece of donut will do.. the strawberry fillings drip and and it fell on my novel =((( sob..

after we had regained our energy we start to shop..

left at 12 wit a cone of baskin robin ice cream.. yummy

once home.. i slept like a pig.. muahaha.. den woke at 4 gt ready for myf.. fuh.. im not late.. yay gt to see lai may!!! caroling prac den followed by present wrapping.. lol de last 15 packets are full of sweets and v just tied a knot cos we were out of ribbons.. dentist's business gonna b better..

THESE ARE ALL FONS

THINGS WE BOUGHT

BEER TALK?

WEEEE... ICE CREAM

WE

PEGSTER GAVE ME THIS =) THANKS DEAR I'LL BRING IT WIT ME

 8th Dec 2009
Last day of SPM. Sharp at 1530 I'll officially gt my temporary fullstop from studying like mad. Did I study like mad? hmmm.. I guess I didnt.. COS I'M NOT MAD YET! Too bad it was raining heavily and I have to walk in the rain.. fine lor.. wet mei wet lor.. this will be the very last time im wearing this uniform and have to be in wet condition.. after waited for some time finally mum came.. fuhh.. went home den to jj den home and lastly to wai yee's house for class party.. seriously nt in mood la wei! anyway still better den rotting at home.. played cards(dunno how to play but dun care) the climax of the party is the cake.. thanks yi jern.. it is very nice.. love it =)

9th Dec 2009
Morning walk and followed by BLOOD TEST.. Amazingly i didnt faint. haha.. went jj at nite.. finally gt to snap the photo of the 2 white tortoise.. cutie

10th Dec 2009
Still chatting wit grace.. I dont know wat to do besides staring..

All at a very wrong time.. Can i really face it? I'm not strong.. I feel helpless.. Shouting at the top of my voice, no one is hearing.. Crying out all my pains.. It just wont leave.. Sis, thanks for being with me.. I'm so sorry that you have to face the worst condition of me now.. I'm trying to persevere.. It is not working..