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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

    All at a very wrong time.. Can i really face it? I'm not strong.. I feel helpless.. Shouting at the top of my voice, no one is hearing.. Crying out all my pains.. It just wont leave.. Sis, thanks for being with me.. I'm so sorry that you have to face the worst condition of me now.. I'm trying to persevere.. It is not working..

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • L.O.V.E

    Love is in the air.. It is not just about the happiness, but also full of colours.. Love is ENDURANCE, love is PAIN, love is SUFFERING, love is GIVING and so on...

    I LOVE you, so I'll endure the pain, and suffering... Giving you my love with all my heart... my love to you will never fades...

    I THANK GOD FOR:
    My family
    Brothers: Mikael, Boon Hooi, Jundi
    Sisters: Jessie, Danielle

    Stephen
    Ai Ling jiejie
    Samuel
    Shiao
    Stephanie
    Grace
    Wai Meng(son)
    Pravinan
    Lai May
    Yoke Yin
    Yee Mun
    Kar Yen
    Irene
    Charis
    Samantha
    Shameni
    Hatijah
    Amal
    Wai Yee
    Ying Heng
    Kah Hooi
    Kang Ye
    Matilda
    Wei Minh
    Calvin
    Tara

    The list is quite short.. but you ppl had played an important role in my life...

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

  • Currently
    Hope
    By Hillsong
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    Rejoice for the 80mins

    Obtaining something with your own hands is really different from getting something ready made for you.. We had a chance to carry out an experiment to the determine what type of salt solution it is.. it turn out to be lead nitrate.. after knowing it, we proceed to the heating, cooling and filtering. what i like the most was the cooling process, where you can see the shiny yellow crystal salts forming in the test tube.. the joy was really unexplainable.. wanted to bring it home but ccl forbids us from doing so but lai may and jing wen successfully brought thier salts out of the lab..

    rejoicing time is always short.. the moment you don't like is always extremely long.. how long will it be? i really dunno and can only continue enduring this painful moments..

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • Currently
    The I Heart Revolution: With Hearts as One
    By Hillsong United
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    A Day To Remember

    Today shud be the most memorable day in my secondary life... after 4 years and nearly 5 years of full attendance, i've decided to be absent.. a big decision.. i have no regret over it.. at least i escaped from being trapped in a bored environment for 1 day.. back to school tml.. so fast.. really dont want today to end..

    seriously how can i make such decision after telling my sis not to be absent? so contradict.. sorry sis..

    HAPPY
    BIRTHDAY
    SHIAO!!!

    SHALOM

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Monday, 12 October 2009

  • Guys are BETTER in SUlking (no offence)

    Correcting someone can be disastrous especially when this particular person is a guy. All this while what i thought was all guys should be gentleman and have better understanding about their actions. A great person just destroyed it all. Congrats dude. you know who you are. If you are reading this, then you should really think about it. Emo doesn't mean that you can do whatever that pleases you.

Friday, 09 October 2009

  • Oh NO!

     Waking up waiting for 1 msg.. Oh yea finally you are awake  lol..

    struts and frets.. here i am school again.. not afraid of facing any teachers cause i've DONE my hw!!! I'm waiting for you to come and discuss what i don't know! wait and wait and wait.. you are real great... everyone enjoys the moment of freedom.. but not me.. feeling regret for not sleeping just to finish up my sej! gosh.. no pls.. telling myself.. she must be late.. just be patient.. she will come..tik tok tik tok... 40 mins is really short.. here comes the bell *ring* sigh... (damn disappointed) some said she dont dare to enter the class.. WHATEVER!! you have wasted my effort! sob... tired like anything.. what i get is really big and great.. it is a PANDA.. yea i really get a panda... have a look at me

    panda

    CONGRATS STEPHY!!! my panda will will give you a huggy... squeezeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... oops whr are you steph?? lol

Friday, 02 October 2009

  • Here I am - sandwich

     Still living to this very day.. Thank God for everyone around me.. thanks for your comfort and support.. Very moody.. life is still going on.. I can't waste my time crying over unnecessary things.. Be strong!!! yea, being in the middle is never fun.. just like the sandwich.. when you compress it too much, it will spill out.. we are just just like the tuna in between the bread.. even if we are in another shape, still the taste is the same.. external factors wont change who we are if we are strong enough.. continue being the yummy tuna!!! tuna lovers will still love tuna regardless of what form they are...=)
    be blessed...

    sandwich

Thursday, 01 October 2009

  • On the 1st AGAIN!!!

    Nothing good gonna happen on the first anyway.. Have been relaxing for months and now here I am not to express something great but something terrible .. In the midst of getting everything done, early in the morning being scolded with vulgar language.. Fine.. It’s up to you.. Without your report we still can complete our work anyway! Anything just confront me don't have to find someone of higher post to talk to me.. You are the one saying you can and yet showing your sulking face everywhere.. Bullshit that you can’t remember anything about the meetings.. if you really can’t, then it means you have not been attending any meetings! No one wants a stupid freaking long report! In the smartest class, able to score high marks and yet writing a summary is like taking your life.. Have fun with it anyway..
                    Running around the school.. Up and down really reminds me of last year.. Busy here and there dealing with photos and money.. fuhh.. Now not so often anymore.. Hey dude gear 5 now.. We need to complete it as soon as possible! It may not be what I’ve been expecting but I will still hope for the better in the future.. Don’t let me down.. currently I don’t much time left.. sorry for being so pushy…
                    Results for trial not bad and yet not good.. bla.. i dunno.. I'm so lost now.. No matter what, you've successfully made my day terrible.. Congrats!!! Have a blessed day!!! I can't do anything.. If you really think of other ppl in your own perspective only then go ahead.. Create your own thoughts.. I don't feel like telling further.. I dont need to explain further about my predicament since you already have your own mind set..
                    First impression really important.. Not talking about bgf here.. Is all about how you present yourself when you really want to know something about other ppl.. Don’t expect the truth to be revealed.. at the same time you might be hurting ppl without realizing it.. Good intention might be the other way round.. When things are not going the way you want it to be, don’t try to use power or force.. because you are driving ppl to the cliff.. all hard work are much appreciated.. just like studying hard for test.. when you can’t achieve what you want, you can never force the examiner to give you full marks.. cannot means cannot regardless of what authority you have..
                    That’s all for now.. before my fire burns xanga..

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